kenneth was my first child but life for him from the beginning was going to be hard he ahd his first operation at 5 days old the next one was when he was six he was in and out of hospital throughout his life he was an amazing wee boy who gave so much love and joy to me and his 2 brothers richard and christopher when he died my heart was ripped out i felt lost and that feeling has neever left me even 20 years on this year i will love and remember him always mum xx